My Shitty Life Has a Bright Spot
Ok, so have had the worst, most painful past few days as my menstrual cycle returns with a vengeance. All of my chronic pain is flaring, and I needed the roommates' help yesterday despite everything. I actually rested today, and while the pain is only slightly better, my mood and headspace is healthier.
The money for the passports and processing was taken out, so that's a very good sign! We'll all have passports soon!
Turns out the RV I was going to see doesn't run (updated description) so I saved money by not being able to go today! So, thanks, pain?
I have more opportunities for homes, albeit farther away. But I feel better about it all and I know eventually it will be ok.
Also found an actual running RV I am desperate to go see! It's older but in very good condition and costs less than the one I was going to see today.
Looking around at all I brought with me, it's actually not as much as I thought it was and won't take too long to pack when I can manage standing again.
No one I love has died in a few months.
I will be ok.